Showing posts with label fighting. Show all posts
Showing posts with label fighting. Show all posts

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Grateful.....

I am so grateful for my dad and my mom! This weekend was tough. I got blindsided with "stuff" a huge mind battle with the side effects of discouragement, grumpiness, crankiness, frustration, irritation, and a sense of just oppression. I fought really hard, then I decided I had to call my dad and he prayed with me and I felt freeer and I had a good evening. Then today I got hit with a lot of emotion. Again I called my parents they walked me through and prayed with me. It was a hard weekend for me and not a lot of fun. I am very thankful that I have people that I can go to when I'm struggling and can't do it on my own. I am determined and confessing that this week will be my best week in a month. The joy of the Lord is my strength. I have also been trying to listen to some of my really good music that I really know by heart and that has helped too.

Music is powerful. It played a big part in my attitude and me getting through my teen years at home. It's helped to settle things in my heart, served as a reminder, helped me through the bad times and the good times. There are days I struggle to press in and connect with the Lord and the one thing that has always worked to get me in a tune with the Lord is music. I love my music!

Anyways I need to work on some homework, fill out an application, tidy up before the week starts and maybe start some seeds.

Life is good and getting better! Hallelujah!!!!