Ponderings That Never Seem to End....

I keep wanting to blog, but I keep putting it off because...well... I wanted to write something profound. Right now the thoughts that are circling aren't anything remarkable, but here I go...

Here I am approaching my second year of college and the final one to accomplishing the goal I set, in going for 2 years of culinary arts. And the future just seems so ominous. What in the world does the future hold? That is the question that just keeps going through my head....(breath a deep breath) I have so many dreams and ideas in my head and at this point they all seem to clash. I know I'll know more when I get there and that I could change some of my goals, I already have done that I few times... I guess trying to look 10 months into the future keeps me from freaking out too much about the near future. :) I hate having expectations because things rarely meet them. Yet expectations are inevitable. So I just keeping making the cycle. Really all in all I'm not too worried about the future I just want to know what to do about some of it. There seem to be no easy answers...

I keep throwing myself into all sorts of projects here at home and going to work, because so much of life just seems...I don't know... just so undecided. So many things I desire aren't for now and I can't get discontent. I'm enjoying where I am and I try to relax about somethings. My emotions keep getting all caught up in things and it's no fun trying to untangle them from reality. See this is why I haven't blogged everything I write just sounds confusing and terrible and things aren't terrible there are just a lot of unknowns for me right now, of course if I knew everything I'd be overwhelmed. I can see God working and even when I can't visibly see it, I can sense it. There are so many things I just want to change in my life and they all start with a choice, imagine that... it's up to me.... I don't know where I am going with all this I just thought I would let everyone see that...well...I really don't have things together right now, but I know things will work out. Until next time... :)

It's Been Awhile

I know it's been awhile since I blogged, but there really hasn't been anything to blog about. Right now I'm really hungry, and tired.... I've been busy working at work and working at home. I'm taking on a lot of little/big projects around the house in order to maximize my mother's space in the house. So far so good although in some places it's hard to tell I've done anything. Well I just wanted to let everyone know I'm still alive and life keeps moving by and by way to fast. Maybe I'll have something to blog about soon. At least I hope I will. Adios...

Tagged by ME

I was tagged so here goes:
What is your favorite food? Ravioli
Your favorite hot drink? Chocolate flavored Coffee
Your favorite cold drink? Root Beer Float
Your current favorite articles of clothing? Based on what I wear the most jeans and my VNO work shirt. I love my black vest a lot though.
What are you reading right now? Dreaming with God
What are your favorite movies right now? Bella, Fireproof,
What music do you listen to? "Christian" music Skillet, Barlowgirl and other life inspiring artists
What phrases/exclamations do you say often/are a family joke? "Shoot" "LOL"
What do you enjoy doing most? Reading and Cooking
If you were going somewhere dangerous in Middle-earth, Narnia, or The Lands Beyond, what would you take? My Bible, my dad, and my knives.
Who are your real-life role models? There are a few
Who are your fictional role models? Someone who does lives life to the fullest in wise and inspiring ways
If your life were a movie, who would play you? hmmm?????
What are you most afraid of? Failing
What are your favorite smells? Fresh Bread, babies and the smell that comes after it rains.
What is your favorite sound? Peace and Quiet
What is your favorite sight? A clean house?
If you had a CD, what would it be called? Life, Responsiblity and Peace