I Wonder....

Sometimes I wonder if it's really worth my time to blog. I don't have much off time right now and I probably won't for quite awhile. I love my cooking job at camp. Of course tomorrow it gets even busier now that the kids have arrived. This first session has 75 kids and 50 staff members. So that's basically once you round it 130 people for every meal. I'm only responsible for the evening meal and all three meals on Sunday. It's a lot of work of course, but it's really nice to put everything I've learned over the last two years in school to good use. I finally got all my classes registered for at my college of choice this fall. I'm taking 15 credits it should be interesting, I still don't have a for sure place to live yet but I do have a slight lead. I'm not too worried though so far things have fallen into place just fine even though I have stressed out about things more than once. I really can't control everything that's definitely a hard lesson to learn and live out. I'm not as bad as I used be be. I'm super sore thanks to wild strawberry picking I can barely walk, haha. Well actually it's not that funny because I've been up since 5 am and I cooked from 6 am to 3 pm today and right now I'm chilling out and trying to get up the gumption to move my legs, but it's a lot of work.
The last few couple of weeks have contained good and bad surprises. The bad surprise was that my families dog had to be put done a week ago today. He couldn't walk anymore. I didn't get to say goodbye though because I left for work at 5:30 am and my family had to leave before I got home and they didn't want him to suffer. It was kinda hard. Change happens around every corner sometimes it's definitely not fun or easy. Anyways the good news can wait. Because I really need to get moving or maybe get sleeping I'm not sure yet. :) Motivation has been hiding around the corner for me lately and to find well you more than likely get the picture. See ya later!