Outta Here

I just want outta here to go far far away from the toture of being responsible. I don't want to do my homework, I don't want to get up early and go to school. I don't want to! I am so busy! The only reason I have time to blog is because I'm procrastinating. I don't want to write my three page paper for my Restaurant Management class. Right now I don't really care that it's due at midnight and I am no where near done. What a day at school! Ugh! The health inspector came today, soup spilled all over the floor, some of the food wasn't ready to go out on time, some people recieved raw fish, people didn't want to listen to my instructions and they were supposed to. It was frustrating. My parents came over on Saturday, with my sisters (the boys stayed home) and it was a lot of fun. Sunday I took some time to just chill out, after i went to church, walmart and a booksale. I shouldn't not have chilled out. I should have done homework. The word relax can not be allowed to be in my vocabulary. I love to hang with friends, but maybe I shouldn't. I feel so far behind. I have absolutely no time anymore. I'm busy morning noon and night. I haven't even had time to laundry, and now i'm going to have to make time, because I have no clean laundry. I was going to wait until I go to my parents house. But I can't. I sure hope that that there is at least one washer open. I wish I could just get ahead in some of this homework, but most days I am barely maintaining! Ugh! I guess I should get off of here and stop procrastinating....

Reflective Ramblings

With the knowledge of road condtions in mind yesterday morning I decided to take more mileage versus icy, unsafe roads. I’m sure that the times would have been about the same. Anyways during my 4 hour drive (I took a half hour break in there) I had plenty of time to reflect. Sometimes it feels so weird to think that I’m 18, in college, living on my own, making my own decisions and just trying to be the adult that I was raised to be. Really I in no way feel like I’m “old enough”. I have a feeling that that little phrase will be in the back of my head the rest of my life as I often here it uttered by my parents or grandparents and many other poeple.

That said today has been pretty normal. For supper I'm having a Mexican bean bake which I am making unvegetarian by adding some chicken. It's very interesting. I made it yesterday and I decided that it did need chicken even though it is a complete protein without the chicken. I guess the last few days have been days for reflecting. I'm really not sure what I've been reflecting in the entire time, oh well. I did enjoy being home and spending time with my family.

Well I have to go study for a quiz on Thursday in IPC (Interpersonal Communications). Life sure is interesting.