A week in my life

I really wonder where my life is going... The days either go by way to fast or way to slow, I'm not sure which it all depends on what time I am contemplating the speed of the day. Anyways, right now I am working 2 jobs, both are on campus, since I want the flexibility of school holidays and jobs are really hard to find right now. I enjoy both jobs, I for the most part enjoy school, I enjoy my life here too. Yet I keep finding this inexpicable discontentment and this desire for life just to speed up, so that I can be done with everything here. Maybe it's spring fever, I'm not sure. What I am sure of is that it's not right, I really need to enjoy where I am at on the way to where I'm going. I don't want to rush through life and at the end find that I could have enjoyed it a lot more as well as doing a lot more. I don't know...

I'm feeling a little more confident about my IPC class. Which is good. I really would like to do well in both "non-culinary" classes this semester. I figure just showing up and doing my absolute best is the best way that I can get a good grade. I had to work last night so I tried to get the majority of my homework done on Sunday night, so that I had it done, but Monday morning came and I still had some reviseing to do. I didn't get done with work until 9:30 p.m. though so I had to come back and finish it at like 10:30 pm and then I had to get up at like 5:30 am so that I study for the quiz today. Work last night was good, it was the college's movie night and so I get to sit in and watch the movie "Miracle" it's about a hockey team winning the olympics in 1980 it was pretty good. the whole time I watched it I was like praying little popcorn prayers. It was kind of inspiring. There were just little things that kept reminding me of traits that I really desire in life. It was a good time between me and the Lord. I suppose that I could have sat out and studied, but you know what it was really nice to be able to sit back and just communicate with my Father God. And I feel that I did pretty well on the quiz and the assignment. I won't know for sure until the instructor hands them back, but still I have confidence in the Lord flowing through me to help me do my best.

My life is definitely not perfect here, I hope that I'm not portraying things like my life is perfect and I have a perfect relationship with God. There are times that I really want to scream, cry, yell and just not be here. I struggle way too much with way too much.

Well I'm not really sure what the point of this blog is. I guess I just wanted to write. I have some homework to do and some work study to do